Anyone else want to be in Cadiz, Spain sitting on the rocks watching the waves break against them with no cares in the world?

In 2012 I got to live that thought and I really miss the feel of unwinding, relaxing, and just chilling taking in the ocean that I lived on via ship for 107 days.

Some days I dream of being back on SAS, reflecting on my time and wondering how different my life could be if I had done x or x differently. Sometimes I feel behind the students I sailed with even though economically I came from an area where students couldn’t afford and had never been part of the program before. An area with a poor economy, lack of jobs, and is rural, plus mostly working class.

I know I am not behind I just came from and live in different circumstances and yet I can’t help but wonder if I could have done something more white staring at the sea to change where I am now?